These 2 months, the darkest moment of my campus life, hopefully will come to a halt. It comes to a conclusion where i decided not to go into multimedia industry in future. Insuffient skills, insufficient inspiration, insufficient creativity, insufficient competency...

To the panels, all of u are scary and unpredictable, looking at your sinister smile on your face, too horrifiying.

It was lucky when there was a little turning point, the second chance was given, to my last resort, i did all my best and present the analysis. Leaving it to fate, that's all i could say.

Of all the times, u have never walked into my life, i really couldn't figure out why u were doing all the funny thing to amuse me, though not very humourous. The most disappointed was, u didn't wish me luck before my viva. I thought there is nothing between us. But u turned to be passionate when i told u i was darn upset on my performance. It was sweet when u said u are willing to stay up late until 2am to listen to me. u made me confused. A lot of the times, my feeling couldn't grow on u. But, people around me advised me to give u a chance.

The feeling gradually came to me when u said, "dyingly miss u, what love u a lot...". The worst was, why is there a heart shape that came a long with your bottle? I really thought to give u a chance. My heart was saying no also, but i just thought to give it a try. Who knows, yesterday conversation was a disappointment to me. Initially u said u want to know more about me. But lastly u asked me to give up on u and all because u have split personality. U are indeed scary. U are not the person who i knew from the very start. Kind, helpful, trustworthy, sincere. NO no ....not the one that i knew in our assignment group. U are totally a stranger for me.

In this case, I chose to give up on u. I was really fed up of an accomplished programmer but an undecisive person. Pls think properly when u start anything.
Don't let people bear the consequence of your action.