Living in this world for 22 + years

out of a sudden feel that something that i possess now might be gone.

Kind of mirage...

Life seems to be fruitful for me all this while

but feel the emptiness now....

certainly not because of my buddies went for internship

the emptiness is like eternal

terrifying....

remain single and not in a relationship is not a factor somehow

perhaps i have been hiding too long in the cave

well, the feelings grow stronger when

i saw they are playing volley ball today

and some similar scenes cascaded in my mind

deja vu.....

memories that will disappear....

it does not only happen here

but it happens to me where ever i go

my hometown

my sister's house

just have a feeling that i'm not able to get hold of it

just a feeling......