I made it for this trip, thanks to  uncle Zul and my director of PTM.

It was indeed a long journey to Terengganu, what's more to P.Perhentian, more than 10 hours. I looked out to marvel at the scenery, memories kept flashing in my mind, Taman Negara last year, was a much more political trip than a training course. I was afraid this time. I'm standing alone this time.

There's a voice always remind me about my role, and i'm very clear of it. I supported those who deserve for it. I wanted to give criticism but finally i didn't.

Who knows at last i myself was nominated to take the important post. I gave up, I didn't promote myself. I knew I'm not prepare to take something that might ruin my personal life.

Yo....back to the snorkelling trip, waaah..... I couldn't believe it was an advantage to take swimming lessons during school time. I was a bit nervous during the first check point. But i got use to it from second check point onwards. Couldn't imagine that i was in the middle of the sea, luckily my parents didn't know abt it  before this. Sure they would be stopping me from participating the snorkelling activities.

It was indeed a good experience for me.

 

Last week, the director of PTM approved my request upon attending a 3-day course in Terengganu...

Knowing that my lecturer will be turning up this few weeks, my multimedia flash presentation came up already, but my system is still a failure... really stucked up...hope to find a way out one of these days...

These few days, mingling with the brothers...... enjoyable though...watching 3 short movies + 1 movie within a week.... crazy huh!

Admist all the joy and laughter, yesterday, I was pondering upon the what the eldest bro told me, "suggesting + forcing" me to follow his foot step by being the succesor to handle one of the major and top-priority project in KK8.... goodness! This doesn't make sense la....

The week after this will be hectic for me, tight schedule, perhaps suffocated.... My mind seems to be much occupied....

obviously, i see the task is approaching me now....nearer and nearer....

months before this, every minute and joyful moments were gifted by God, really deep embeded in me, perhaps i will never have again, will i?

If you love someone, set them free. If they come back they are yours; if they don't they never were..

No matter how bleak it is, there is always a rainbow in the horizon... What i hope is, i can survive even there's a thunderstorm...

 

 

 

 

Coming back to my own house
honestly
NOT more than 3 days
are really enjoyable
I bought lots of things
a carton of dunhill for my dad
half box of ferrero rocher
(the other half eaten by me)
10 pieces of dunkin doughnuts
later another piece of cheese cake for my niece
finally
obviously pennyless after this

I don't know why
but felt satisfying

Dedicated to my little cute adorable brother - Kevin Lim.......

在这两年大学生涯
经过了不少
沧海桑田
发觉如果用心
去做一件事
未必能达到目标

但
如果不付出
就肯定没有收获

也可能
一年半载后
你才发现
你终于梦寐以求
而那时又自相矛盾
哈。。。

无论结果是怎样
就得接受吧

有些人
从来不懂得珍惜
就算它一直在身旁
你也就一笑而过
之后才发觉它是你心仪的
未免太迟了
导致四周的人都受伤害
唉。。。。

Dedicated to all of you

Well...

Thousand of dreams in our life
to be healthy
to be rich
to be excellent
to be loved

That is why we set our goal
It doesn't matter for the outcome
The most crucial is
the process
the road that you taken
the road that you not taken
the obstacles
that you encountered
even nearly drown

People
Things
Around us
We cannot take for granted
Be grateful
and appreciative
That's what can change our life

Love is complicated
but without love
it's meaningless
Hold it tight
when you have the chance
Let go your grip
when the time comes

In a dilemma
When
there are choices
When
there are few roads
diverged into the woods

In a dilemma
When
you need to give up
your effort
and sacrifices
when you have arrived
a dead end

let bygones be bygones

I received lye and wai kit's msg saying they are being selected, others are kevin, kok onn, tommy, sim ying, gan, fong jiao, yuk ping, neoh,...etc....

I'm so happy for them.... Hope they can withstand the pressure to be a PM.

The last moment that we enjoyed together
was.....
Andrew's b'day....
unforgettable time
Without failed,
all the members attended the dinner...

Lai mun left kolej on the following day
Really miss her presence
unable to see her for a long period

Andrew departed for johor this morning
sending me a msg
expressing his gratitude
it was touched indeed

Remember the days
when i joined them -
~kevin, tommy, lai mun, sim ying,
~bao, andrew, kok onn, gan
till now
the end of the semester
every bitter sweet moments
still fresh in my mind

Recently, my parents come to KL quite frequent
Without missed, I'll sure meet them up
staying over 1 nite....
even few hours only...

Last Saturday, We were having tea time
My dad suddenly took out a few packets of pills
I asked him...
He ignore me....

My mom quietly told me...
Dad's health is deteriorating...
consuming medicine is a MUST
to prevent some illness
I was stumbled...

He is in his mid 60s....
Plus, he is a light smoker...

Still remember when i was 5 years old
stealing his Dunhill cigarrette
when he knew abt it...
I was scolded terribly....
haa...

i treasure every moment and every minute
with my family....

Every now and then
i treasure my friends....

There was once when i fell from my bike
i thought death approached
i'm sure every motocyclist with think of that(death)
at that very moment in an accident
Memories keep flashing in front of me
the persons that came into my mind - my parents

Life is precious
Death is a border separating us from our loved one
once and for all

Death is nothing
But to live defeated and inglorious
is to die daily

Here, in my campus life
Living my day to the utmost...
eventhough not productive enough
at least occupied
Being together with the people i like
that would bring me joy & happiness
forgetting all the pressure & responsibilities
but not neglecting them either
at least
for one moment, one minute, one second
laughing away
with cock and bull stories
with pointless argument
with aimless agenda
would be the best strees relief

Only back to down to earth
until reality hits me