http://delinabeh.blogdrive.com/ El Dolce Mon, 11 Jun 2007 22:40:08 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2007. Web Design Music Humor http://delinabeh.blogdrive.com/archive/78.html Mon, 11 Jun 2007 14:38:04 GMT From a naive and childish who i was used to be, until today i am who i am. Too much of hard times that i have been encountered and neither i have a choice to travel back to the good old days. My dad, a very caring person and the sole breadwinner in the family, set a list of strict and non-negotiable rules, and it's a MUST to obey for those who are under the same roof. Bringing up from such a tight and self-disciplined home environment, there were lots of inner feelings unrevealed, and eventually i was once a very rebellious child at the age of 17 to 19 years old. The days when i stepped... (more) http://delinabeh.blogdrive.com/comments?id=78 http://delinabeh.blogdrive.com/archive/77.html Sat, 28 Apr 2007 15:40:02 GMT 潇洒走一回。 现在人人都在这么说。潇洒人生成了很多人所追求的生活方式。 ... (more) http://delinabeh.blogdrive.com/comments?id=77 http://delinabeh.blogdrive.com/archive/76.html Sat, 21 Apr 2007 17:19:45 GMT Living in this world for 22 + years out of a sudden feel that something that i possess now might be gone. Kind of mirage... Life seems to be fruitful for me all this while but feel the emptiness now.... certainly not because of my buddies went for internship the emptiness is like eternal terrifying.... remain single and not in a relationship is not a factor somehow perhaps i have been hiding too long in the cave well, the feelings grow stronger when i saw they are playing volley ball today and some similar scenes cascaded in my mind deja vu..... memories that will... (more) http://delinabeh.blogdrive.com/comments?id=76 http://delinabeh.blogdrive.com/archive/75.html Sat, 07 Apr 2007 09:02:51 GMT Especially Sim Ying and Lai Mun, i know u both are concern abt me, my future. Really appreciate u both. But sometimes, when u see there is no sincerity on a person, i'll need straight away retreat. U know i am so scared of failures. Again and again..... To wendy, U've dug a lot of my information, i hope u are really concern abt me. I also happy when i see u found your own happiness. Just pls care for me and support me. thanks. I really grateful to have a grandson like chon keat, so humble, generous, helpful and kind. But i cannot keep my words, i failed to find u a grandfather.... (more) http://delinabeh.blogdrive.com/comments?id=75 http://delinabeh.blogdrive.com/archive/74.html Sat, 07 Apr 2007 08:33:07 GMT These 2 months, the darkest moment of my campus life, hopefully will come to a halt. It comes to a conclusion where i decided not to go into multimedia industry in future. Insuffient skills, insufficient inspiration, insufficient creativity, insufficient competency... To the panels, all of u are scary and unpredictable, looking at your sinister smile on your face, too horrifiying. It was lucky when there was a little turning point, the second chance was given, to my last resort, i did all my best and present the analysis. Leaving it to fate, that's all i could say. Of all the times,... (more) http://delinabeh.blogdrive.com/comments?id=74 http://delinabeh.blogdrive.com/archive/73.html Wed, 24 Jan 2007 12:58:03 GMT feeling insecured anyone can be man in disguise in despair when watching at some immatured attitude in dilemma where should i stand when 2 parties or more having conflicts feeling uncomfortable when people are too money-minded feeling streesed when workload is too heavy feeling strange when the place where i belong to is meaningless until one day when i leave this place that will be the full stop of everything http://delinabeh.blogdrive.com/comments?id=73 http://delinabeh.blogdrive.com/archive/70.html Thu, 26 Oct 2006 16:33:59 GMT 突然很想blogging。。。 近来，总觉得所有卖饮料的小贩在作弄我。说来好笑，事情发生已经好几次。前几个礼拜，我跟朋友在s17吃饭，... (more) http://delinabeh.blogdrive.com/comments?id=70 http://delinabeh.blogdrive.com/archive/69.html Fri, 29 Sep 2006 14:15:41 GMT when people ask me when was my last trip back to my home town? what shall i answer? 3 months ago? or 4 months ago? literally, 1 year thrice...... a house is not a home. who can understand? wouldn't i tell them, it's hard to stay at home for more than 3 days nowadays. tolerance..... patience..... wendy keeps helping me by answering people saying i'm a person who doesn't like to go back.... funny.... she got a warm and cozy family undoubtedly, everyone knows from her mouth. Inferiority complex lies beneath me.... the other one is bao han... (more) http://delinabeh.blogdrive.com/comments?id=69 http://delinabeh.blogdrive.com/archive/68.html Sat, 29 Jul 2006 15:56:15 GMT In the entire month of July, It's really a challenge for me, and yet i got good experience. Phew.... I don't know how am i going to describe, but what i can tell is, I learn a lot where it came to a situation that i need to handle a few problems at the same time. I've been keep thinking, things around us change, the character of a person also change because of the environment.... is it necessary? Man in disguise, with hidden agenda.... seems to be too dangerous. From friends become foe, from good friends become stranger. Maybe i'm not that understanding, i couldn't figure out what is the... (more) http://delinabeh.blogdrive.com/comments?id=68 http://delinabeh.blogdrive.com/archive/67.html Fri, 28 Jul 2006 08:37:27 GMT I made it for this trip, thanks to uncle Zul and my director of PTM. It was indeed a long journey to Terengganu, what's more to P.Perhentian, more than 10 hours. I looked out to marvel at the scenery, memories kept flashing in my mind, Taman Negara last year, was a much more political trip than a training course. I was afraid this time. I'm standing alone this time. There's a voice always remind me about my role, and i'm very clear of it. I supported those who deserve for it. I wanted to give criticism but finally i didn't. Who knows at last i myself was nominated to take the important... (more) http://delinabeh.blogdrive.com/comments?id=67